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Inspiring Day

Today was good.  It was my third day in a row of activity.  And, it was an early morning of tennis, in the cold.  I’ve heard very unofficially that working out in the cold is good (better?) than non-cold because your body works harder to warm up.

Anyway, I just felt amazing after.  It was very inspiring.  I kept thinking about what other work outs I want to do this week – to get better at tennis, one, but to feel this good more often.

I even – gasp – found a tennis skirt today that doesn’t make me totally self conscious (albeit while cursing Academy’s name while shopping their stores/site for not carrying anything above an XL, or anything that covers more of my thighs).

Just had my first broccoli in months.  Yum.

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Back on the Wagon

So, today is officially a back on the wagon day.  I counted calories (well, except for dinner, which I haven’t entered yet).  I did not make it to the gym, but I will this week – promise.

Tennis started back last Monday, but I haven’t played since.  I made this two nights per week commitment (Mondays through Thursdays), meaning no more than two committed activities.  This week happens to be bible study and work happy hour.  Tennis was cancelled because of Labor Day, and I’ve kept Wednesday open.  Next week though, something will have to give, as I have tennis followed by bible study.

I wish I had more to say but this blondie needs to head to bed very soon.  Work is very, very stressful, and I somehow manage that stress by arriving at work very, very early to work in the silence.

Sweet dreams!

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Less Than Intentional Weight Loss

I a short on spendable funds at the moment, and I won’t know if my foot is good for working out until Friday. Soooooo, I’m taking little bites this week.  All very obvious things but here they are:

1.) Cooking my own low cal breakfast.  For me, this is an English Muffin with goat cheese and a fried egg.

2.) PB and J on a sandwich thin for lunch.

3.) Fruit for a snack

4.) No soda (haven’t had one since December 31st anyway)

What I could stand to do more of:

1.) Eating more veggies

2.) Drinking more water (my new meds dry me out, but make me surprisingly less thirsty.

3.) Trying not to spend $.  An odd one, I know.  But, when I do this, I seem to either utilize something already in my pantry, or I am so bored with what is in my pantry that I opt not to eat (which is usually fine because I’m likely not all that hungry).

4.) Avoid alcohol

This list isn’t perfect.  Obviously to have a svelte bod, you need to work out (on hold), count calories (I will get back there), and plan (funny how I’m a planner by nature, but execution is my downfall).

What are the more passive, or less intentional things you do to stay or get slim?  How do you stay focused on weight loss when either bodily injuries or increased work hours knock you down?

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Time & Tennis

So, if you read my blog regularly, it should come as no surprise that I’m a busy gal, especially as of late. I have felt like  I have a commitment every night of the week – be it fun, personal, spiritual, romantical or otherwise.  The result has been, however, that I have zero time for myself.  I spend my weekends with my boyfriend (which, don’t get me wrong, I thoroughly enjoy).  However, I have not had the time I love to blog, watch TV (hush now), clean my apartment, take my dog to the park, etc., etc., etc.

I’m trying to give myself a limit – two evening commitments per week (Monday through Thursday).  Sticking to this would mean I have two weeknights to myself each week to do the things I need to do, simply put.  And with tennis starting right around the corner (first team events start September 8th!), I need to be very intentional with how I choose my evenings to do something (’cause tennis is “something” too).

I may have realized (and possibly not for the first time) that Tennis is a very “passive” way for me to workout.  It’s social (as am I), it’s fun, and I have an obligation to show up because of the team aspect (which, no matter how much I try, I don’t feel the same way about the gym).  Surprising to most, Tennis is a team sport (at least at my level), and I tend to have a bigger fear of letting others down than letting myself down when it comes to working out.  So, I’m going to sorta kinda embrace that and run with it.  Find what works for you, right?

I realized that while I did not lose any weight all summer (yes, really), I didn’t gain any.  This tells me that had I worked out more, as in played tennis, I’d be maybe 10 lbs lighter – or more.  Had I played tennis all summer, I might be in size 16.  Tennis is successful for me in terms of weight loss.  But, before I give myself a guilt trip for not playing all summer, I was having some hip pain prior to quitting.  I would lay in bed and just ache; I couldn’t sit in certain positions.  So, the break really did help me out in that regard.  But, the other part of the tennis break plan was to up my gym work outs (which I did initially), and lose weight so that hip pain didn’t plague me (as much) in the fall.  Again, not trying to be TOO hard on myself – the earliest part of the summer, I worked out quite a bit.  The second part of the summer, work got KA-RAZIE, then I hurt my foot 3 weeks ago.

All this to say, Tennis starts soon!  I’m very excited I started this sport again a year ago.  I’m excited to supercharge weight loss again.

Happy Tuesday all!

 

 

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Italian-Style Black Bean Soup

This is the book!  Get it at Half Price Books for cheepies.

 

It looks like a lot of ingredients, but don’t let this intimidate you!

Bell pepper, red onion, something green (I forget!), garlic.

Please excuse my very gross (I just realized) crock pot.  Yes, it’s badly dented, but it still works and the inner pot is not cracked!

8.5 hours.

 

These black beans were soaked over night (not pictured) and these are two bay leaves.

Here are the other ingredients – see!  I told you you had most of these lying around.  If you don’t have cumin, you should… as it’s super yummy and adds a spicy (but not hot) flavor to just about everything.

Sorry, I forgot to take a picture of the final dish!  It was tasty, but I wasn’t too excited about left overs.

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Nice Try

Today I went into Macy’s to see how far away I am from size 16.  If I’m completely honest, I also (secretly, desperately) was hoping I magically fit into them already.  My deadline is the end of this month – less than 20 days away.  Hmmm.

Well, I tried on probably 12 plus pairs of jeans.  ONE pair of 16s DID fit, but it’s not the brand I’ve been using as my controlled variable in all this.  And one out of 12 just isn’t what I’m shooting for.

What happened to my summer?  To my momentum?  I joined a gym at the end of May and I DO enjoy going.  Seems like the early morning visits I talk myself out of, or have a genuinely good reason not to go (such as it being pretty important I go into the office early).  My evenings have been packed – so much so that when I have ONE night off, just about the last thing I want to do is go to the gym.

And eating healthy?  It seems like when it rains it pours.  Just when my physical activity dropped off, so seemed my ability to plan healthy meals and count calories.  All of this takes time for me and I haven’t felt like I’ve had said time.

So. What.

I will never be a twig.  I will never have high metabolism.  I have to work for every pound I lose.  Going into Macy’s thinking maybe the 16s would just happen if I willed that zipper to make it to the top was a pipe dream.  I am still trying to find the motivation to get back on the horse, especially when I am busier than I have been, and as the election approaches, it’s only going to get busier (because my biggest client makes decisions around the election).

On the bright side, I did find two – count ‘em, two – nice dresses that will work well at my current weight and look better at a lighter weight.  And, the two dresses totaled $38 (one of them was under $9!).

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Procrastination Mechanims

When I was a kid, and it was time to do homework, write a paper, finish my science project or whatever, it always seemed like the very best time to clean my room.  I might have argued that a clean room helped me focus, but really, I thing it was a procrastination mechanism.

I’m forced to face the possibility that my early mornings at the office are a procrastination mechanism.  Now, it is fair to say that I do get quite a lot accomplished at the office before 9am, and it IS making me a better employee.  I would also like to say it makes me feel better to arrive early and feel like I have a head start on my day, and that my mind is fully wrapped around what I have to do when I get there before the majority of others.

However, am I getting more satisfaction out of early work time than I do out of working out?  Likely, yes.

And so I must ask myself a very important question now: how would I feel if I got to work at 9 (instead of 7:30 or 8:00), because I worked out?  On one hand, I feel my day is a tad more sane, and I disappoint fewer satisfy more people by checking items off the list.  Unfortunately, arriving early does not mean I leave any earlier.  On the other hand, when I work out in the morning, I feel really good.  I do not believe, however, that working out makes me more productive.  It does improve my health in general (I’m thinking heart and weight-related maladies).

Where’s my balance?  Here’s the plan: work out at home on the mornings  need to go in early.  This is HARD for me.  I rely heavily, I’m learning, on the atmosphere to get me in the mood.  Just like cooking breakfast at home, working out needs to be a home habit I need to build.  I have Hulu Plus and some kind of exercise TV.  I have DVDs like the kettle ball work out and Jillian Michaels.  It’s time to knock it out.

 

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Vacation Weight

Does this happen to others?  You go on a vacation – be it two nights a town a way, a week at home visiting your parent, or the one I’m less familiar with – a one week trip to somewhere that can actually have the prized name of “destination?”  When you get home, you step on the scale and low and behold there is some obnoxious number that (in my case of a two day trip) is an average of 3.5 pounds gained per day.  Per day!

It IS misleading, to a degree.  I expected a little bump, after all I had salty margaritas, and ate food that others prepared (though I very closely watched my portion sizes).  I drank water or un-sweet tea when I wasn’t drinking margs (and even those were limited to maybe 3 on Friday and 3 on Saturday).  I was more active, too – playing in the pool with my “nephew,” as I like to call him (he’s actually my cousin’s child, and therefore my 2nd cousin, I believe – but nephew gets the point across better).

So, Monday morning – SEVEN pounds gained.  Well, and I should say gained from the last time I weighed in, not necessarily the weekend alone.  Tuesday morning, I had lost more than two of those (I think this is salt-related water weight).  Today, another couple of pounds lost.

I know I’m not on an island (though fully expect some judgement from a few folks), but I just don’t “diet” when I’m relaxing like that.  I definitely didn’t “pig out;”  I was reasonable, conservative and only a tad snacky.  The real bummer (for me) is I’m OUT of the 230s once again, and that was a place I wanted to live in for a while (well, at least until I hit the 220s!).

And, I have a looming deadline of August 31st to get into size 16.  I’m quite nervous about this happening on time and so it is CRUNCH TIME.  No alcohol (I quite literally had water at a bar, at a birthday happy hour, this Tuesday).  Count calories, EVEN IF following the South Beach Diet.  Avoid eating out at all costs (this is hard because of my social life, but I must try).  If I do have to eat out, make good choices.  E.g., the company’s COO took me to lunch the other day to a Korean restaurant.  Instead of carb heavy sushi and fried pork in “Lunch B”, I got sauteed vegetables, broth-based soup and a teeny bit of rice.  And ugh – I hate doing it, but I need to cut out the salt, too.  I cut out the shaker a while back, but it slowly made a comeback.  (BTW,  I hate how I talk about salt as though I don’t have control over the shaker – as if it has a mind of it’s own.  It doesn’t, Katie).

I actually did go to the grocery store on my lunch break for health snacks (yogurt, cherries, an apple, hummus), low calorie frozen lunches (yes, these have their drawbacks, but the pro of calorie control right now is worth it to me), and pretzel chips (for that craving of Doritos/SunChips/Ruffles that hits at like 11am, and 2pm, and 4pm).

I also need to cut caffeine back.  It causes food cravings about 2 hours after my last sip, but BOY does it make me productive.  I spent a good couple of hours updating my LinkedIn profile last night, even though I’m not looking for a job (crazy, right?).  I was just on fire and could have worked longer had it not been the sheer fact that I must go to bed in order to have a reasonable amount of hours sleep before waking up (which my body did sans alarm clock at 6am or so).  Aye aye aye.

I will post pictures from this weekend’s trip soon!

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Bliss

I find myself, for the first weeknight evening in at least a week, with no specific plans.  I grocery shopped (without a list, no less), warmed up one-third of a Freebirds burrito, and turned on an episode (#6 to be exact) of Gossip Girl.  I have things to do tonight – sign my lease, catch up on work email (maybe), and clean my kitchen, but it is so nice to chill.  I don’t even have to feel guilty about not making it to the gym, as I went this morning (albeit for just 25 minutes).  I generally say showing up is half the battle.

Life is just good right now.  Busy, but good.  Even with all the stress of work and pay cuts, I’m happy, simply put.

I’m excited to start South Beach Diet in the morning.  I picked up rotisserie chicken, asparagus and broccoli to sustain me the next few days.  Salad for work.  Jello and cheese sticks for snacks.  Oh and nuts; how I love peppered cashews and pistachios.  I’m a little nervous about the carb withdrawals I tend to get.  I hope that since soda is completely out of my diet, I might curb some of the cravings induced by caffeine (thought: maybe the cinnamon supplements will help with this too?).

It is these blissful moments that I feel like the floor might cave in any time now.  Like, I’m holding my breath.  As though putting these words on paper will somehow jinx me.

But, we all know that is silly, right?  For now, I will keep living in the moment!

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No Proclamations

I have had a habit of making proclamations on this site: “I declare I will not eat queso until labor day,” for example.  And while some of these are good, if not all of them, the way in which I decide upon them isn’t.  I can’t make a bad decision Monday morning and then commit to never making it again Monday night.

It is not realistic, and it likely isn’t sustainable.  I’ve made a few little commitments to lose X pounds by X date.  But at the end of the day, my original schedule is as follows:

By December 31 2011: Size 20 – ACHIEVED
By April 30 2012: Size 18 – ACHIEVED
By August 30 2012: Size 16
By December 31 2012: Size 14
By April 30 2013: Size 12
By August 30 2013: Size 10
By December 31, 2013: Size 8 (Single digit… get it?)

Of course, this is very slow weight loss.  Very, very slow.  Still, it is my original, reasonable commitment.  I have beat the schedule for both size 20 and size 18.  I have a couple of months to get down to size 16 still.

But where this post started in my head is here: I’m thinking about doing South Beach again.  It is more affordable than My Fit Foods (which is not a good idea while my salary is fluctuating).  I have been very successful on this plan, as it is easy to understand, doesn’t require calorie counting or other documentation, and requires minimal pre-planning.  Finally, this builds on my last point, but I will lose weight and keep it off (not a declaration – #truthbomb).

So, I must carve out time to plan this weekend, and get to the grocery story on Sunday for some low glycemic index foods and snacks.  Wish me luck :)

 

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