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Rough Week, Gym Bag and Marbles

I have been bad this week.  Truth be told, it has been a really emotional week for me and I just haven’t “felt like it.”  You know what I mean?

These kinds of things happen.  Working out would have made it feel better, but it also happens to be one of those super busy weeks where you get to work an hour early and stay an hour late, and then when you get home, you have extra work to do.

I also got in non-trouble this week at work.  An email went out and it was not well received.  My manager, his manager, and then her manager all had to sit down with me and just let me know it wasn’t the best email to send.  Although they were cool about it, it was upsetting.  I hate crying at work, but it happened – both on the day my manager gave me a heads up, and in the meeting with the three managers.

Towards the end of yesterday, things were really looking up.  The only reason I didn’t go to the gym was because it was the once monthly office happy hour that I myself plan.  By the time it’s over, I’m tipsy, it’s dusk, and working out sounds like a bad idea.  I think the occasional day or two off from working out is fine, it’s just that there has been a lot of them this week.

Also contributing to my stress is my dad’s upcoming knee replacement surgery.  He reads this blog and doesn’t want me sharing all his business, so I’ll just leave it at that :)   I am heading down to my hometown though, to help out post-op.  Still, I have an inkling feeling that the stress of earlier this week and the stress of the upcoming surgery have me pretty tightly wound.

BUT, I’m working out tonight!  Oh yes!  Just a couple more weeks left on my CG Arena free membership and then I’ll be heading to Gold’s more permanently.  I’m really looking forward to it.

Also exciting me this week (it really is the little things…) is my quest for a gym bag.  Yes, this is exciting.  My Crate & Barrel tote bag gets the job done, but it’s not particularly sporty, nor does it fit in a teeny gym locker.  Plus it serves a whole lot of purposes and so a gym bag is required. BUT, I’m implementing a little plan before I make this happen:

My friend Tracy gave me this idea: get a jar and some pretty marbles.  Every time you do something healthy, add a marble to the jar.  When the jar is full, you get your reward.  For me, I plan to add a marble every time I eat a home-prepared meal (e.g., cereal for breakfast, leftovers for lunch, etc.).  It only counts if it is a healthy, planned meal (no, popcorn does NOT count as a meal, even though it’s home prepared).

I’m looking forward to sharing the pictures.  Wish me luck :)

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A Shift

There has been a shift, ya’ll.  I don’t know if it was the compliments I received earlier this week, or something inside of me, but I feel very different about the enormous task in front of me (i.e., losing weight).

Right now, there is not an ounce of doubt in me.  I know it will happen.  And, this isn’t just me talking myself up, encouraging myself (which I have been known to do).  This is a known truth that I don’t know I’ve had in me.

And today at work, a coworker said I looked slimmer.  I told her I’ve now lost 26 lbs and am down two sizes.  She got a tear in her eye, ya’ll.  A tear!  It COULD have been the awful fumes from another office’s floor refinishing, but I like to think I have touched her heart ;)

Right now, in this moment, in this week, I feel PUMPED.  I’m excited to join a gym, try new classes, meet new people.  I am ready to shed this weight and dare I cliche-it? get on with my life.  This weight has held me back and I’m sick of it and sick from it.

Can you believe I worked out three times today?  THREE!  I did boot camp this morning, then did some time on the treadmill this afternoon, then did Zumba.  I am just feeling so inspired by myself lately and could go again right now if needed (though it’s not).

Cannot wait to get into size 16s very soon!

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Inadvertently Following Advice

I’ve read several times now that you can eat healthier by shopping the perimeter of the grocery story – you know, avoid the processed foods that live on the aisles, and instead shop the produce, freshly baked goods, fresh meats, dairy, etc.  I probably thought when I first read it “yeah right.”  And yet, at the grocery store Sunday, I found myself dipping into the aisles for balsamic vinegar, chopped tomatoes, cumin seeds, olives and deodorant.  That is it.  The rest was from the fore-mentioned departments.

This got me thinking about advice (again).  Advice has continually challenged me throughout this journey.  From being overwhelming to annoying, I’m admittedly stubborn and just have to do things my own way.  That’s not to say I don’t appreciate advice, but I don’t always jump on it.  And yet, in doing things my so-called way, I find that I’m following the advice without necessarily trying.

I find myself planning meals that account for unprocessed food (advice from Tracy), eating “cleaner” (Tracy), incorporating more exercise (everyone), eating Greek yogurt (Tracy, Gynecologist), enjoying occasional treats (Nutritionist), considering a trainer (Tiffany), being mindful of Omega 3s (Chiropractor), taking the stairs (coworker), listening to my body when it tells me to slow down  (physical therapist, though I hate to admit it), just do it (Nicole, Tracy and Nike), and be realistic and reasonable (Shannon, Liz).

See, the best advice, though I don’t even remember who it came from (likely multiple people), is find what works best for you.  Sunday, at the grocery story, I just happened to love that I’d found what works for me happened to be advice I’d already read or heard.

So what am I doing with all these groceries!? Well, I have a Cobb salad planned for lunches this week, and so I’m roasting beets, boiling eggs and frying up some turkey bacon, of course!

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Vacation – Final Thoughts

Vacation is (was!) amazing.  And a perk to it all – I managed to lose weight (a little less than a pound, but a loss all the same).  On my last day of vacation, back inAustin, I slept in, got a pedi, potted some flowers, went to boot camp AND THEN went to the gym.  Oh yes!

So what was my secret for losing weight?  Weeeeeeell, for

(1) Chicago is a very active city – you walk everywhere.  In Austin, you really have to drive everywhere.  Though I lived there for some time, I think most of my stops were on-the-way, or else I would drive to them. For instance, shopping: I stopped into the stores on the way home, but if I was intentionally shopping, I would drive.

(2) I wasn’t so busy that I had to fit in meals I didn’t have time to mindfully consider.  It wasn’t about what was easy and quick, but rather I could carefully plan the time of my meals and snacks so they were 3-4 hours apart.

(3) I didn’t order everything on the menu.  I never *really* did that, but I would order an appetizer to share, a meal with sides, and a diet soda or alcoholic beverage.  This time around, it was water all the way and no appetizer.  And, as I mentioned in my previous, Bottomless Pit post, I didn’t always finish everything on my plate.

(4) Food is less of my focus this particular week.  I mean, I hope the feeling lasts, but it was really all about reconnecting – with or without food.

I unfortunately cannot credit any weight loss to working out.  Every time I considered it, there was some guilt about having “me” time when I have a limited amount of time with friends.  This is something for me to think about, for sure.

The last four days of my vacation were wonderful.  Just more of seeing old friends, visiting my old church, and just relaxing with my nook to absorb a taste of my old life.  Here are pictures of me and some of my friends/family:

Hanging out in the car with my Great Aunt - Jean :)

When at my Aunt's house, this is where I slept

This is the home of my wonderful friend Linda, and her family (well, sort-of - they live in one of the town homes, though not the one pictured).

Linda and I at Lou's pizza

At the Bulls game with friends!

The Bulls!

And (and, and, AND) I’m soooo close to the next 5lb mark!  Maybe by next Friday :)

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Consolations and Desolations

My consolation for the week: Getting a ton (17!) people together for a family-friendly office happy hour.  We planned it for a playground-equipped restaurant and despite the rain and cold, we had a huge (biggest yet!) turn out.  And since I planned it, I’m particularly proud and love cultivating relationships with the people at work (or anyone for that matter!).

My desolation for the week: bad decisions. all. week. long.

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Consolations and Desolations

What a crazy, hectic week full of ups and downs.  Work was insane for me – turning a client frown upside down takes some serious heavy lifting.  And, I sometimes have these weeks at work where I get resentful for how much I have been working, and so get stubborn about leaving on time (even if it means a little work from home), but then not working from home, and thus getting farther and farther behind.  It’s a vicious cycle.

My consolation was having my dear friend Tracy in town for a couple of nights!  She lives in Denver and so visits are few and far between.  My desolation:
upsetting a dear friend :-/

This coming week, I’m really looking forward to the start of boot camp again.  AND, Camp Gladiator is having a fitness challenge with prizes :)   REALLY looking forward to the group push to lose weight and inches.  I’ll keep you posted on the challenge!

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