Monthly Archives: January 2012

Staying Strong

Oh man.  It’s happening.  I’m growing a little weak from eating salads and beans day after day.  Not physically weak, mentally weak.  Even though dinner is in the oven.  Even though I’ve been good allllllll day.  Even though I saw a spike on the scale this morning.  I want a biscuit.  Bad.

Instead, I’ve popped some peanuts, and will wait for the chicken.

Admit: I had a Whataburger breakfast sandwich yesterday.  Perhaps that’s where the cravings are derived from?  Why you might ask?  Because I prioritized time efficiency over healthy eating.  I was traveling back to Austin that day, still at my parents house.  Cooking a carb free breakfast (South Beach phase 1 ready) would have meant a trip to the grocery store, clearing the stove off, etc. etc. – making me get home at least an hour after I’d planned to.  So, I did it.  But, I got right back on the wagon.

Consolations and Desolations

This was a truly great week for so many reasons!  Work was crazy busy but I got some good feedback on my performance, I had an amazing meeting with my church life group – full of personal sharing, I finally got a dining room table, I started to plan a visit to Chicago in March/April, I took a last minute trip down to Corpus Christi to see my family AND my young cousin present his goat in the Livestock show!  But, the consolation of it all: a lengthy conversation with an old friend from Chicago last Sunday!

As for my desolation of the week, it’s something I recently recognized in myself and so am now working on it: talking about others.  Usually this comes in the form of gossip, but it goes so broad as simply talking about someone more candidly that I would say to the person themselves.  I am working on it.

Movement!

I have finally seen MOVEMENT on the scale – and in the right direction! As of this morning, I am so happy to report that I have lost 18.4 pounds to date. I attribute the most recent 4.6 pounds to the South Beach Diet, which I started on Monday.

I have a love/hate relationship with SBD, though it’s mostly love. It over-relies on sugar substitutes, and encourages meat over fruits. But it works, and works well. In general, it promotes lean proteins, whole grains, and vegetables. It also ties in closely with the Whole Foods 28 day challenge (not that I’ve started it), which breaks your plate into sixths, with 1/6 of protein, 2/6 of whole grains, and 3/6 of plant foods (broccoli, lettuce, etc.)

I’m heading into week two of SBD starting Monday. That means just one more week of the highly restrictive Phase 1. Phase 2 is a lot easier to work with (fruit, whole grains, and dairy allowed back in). Looking forward to some quinoa and yogurt!

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Hip to the Smile

So, I have decided to only have one “official” weigh-in per week, but I do still check the scale daily.  All I will say is this: Friday is looking like a GOOD day.  The South Beach diet certainly works for me in it’s Phase 1, and I’ve found it pretty easy to stick to (no real cravings, other than soda, ironically).  Can’t wait to update you on my progress!

I’m starting to hit a few walls with my body.  I’ve been pushing myself trying to tip the scale (to no avail until this week), and now there are some repercussions for the work I’ve been doing.  Shin splints started on Monday – but just on my left leg.  My right hip has been stiffening and losing range of motion – with pain.  I happened to go to the doctor yesterday for my new husky voice and while there had her check my hip.  She recommended physical therapy, to which I rolled my eyes (inside – she didn’t see it).

I’m going to grumble over this for about a week before I go for PT.  My biggest complaint is it feels sooooooo baby steps.  I go from boot camp and tennis to leg lifts and balancing on a foam brick.  My last trainer was so lame, too.  Dorkasaurus, and not particularly attentive.

Here’s how I will attempt to approach it – pruning is to new growth as physical therapy is to strength.  Even though PT requires I cut back on other activity, it ultimately makes me stronger when I pick up the activity again.

I did get an x-ray today of my hip region – should have the results next week.

Two Decisions

So, I have recently made two decisions.

Groceries: I have decided that I must always go to the grocery store with a list, born from a meal plan.  Also, I am not allowed to pick up an more than three food items not on the list.

Weigh-ins: Though I may weigh myself as much as thrice daily, I will only record it (i.e., have it “count”) on Friday mornings.  Why Fridays? Because it would be good to have it remind me how to eat over the weekend, but makes the home stretch (when I tend to really pull it together) during the week, where my days are more structured and lend to better eating anyways!

In other media, I contacted my physicians about seeing an endocrinologist and nutritionist/Registered Dietician.  The endo is not necessary, apparently, as my thyroid is behaving normally and my insulin levels are fine.  I did get the name of an RD, whom I left a message with about an appointment.

Measurements and Plateau

At the insistence of some of my friends (and also because it’s good practice), I took my measurements today.  I have this little paper journal where I sometimes write my grocery list, ideas for blog entries, my measurements, and cool stats I come across. Also included in it are my more robust measurements (more robust that what I’m allowed to put into My Fitness Pal).

Since I’ve been living on a plateau, friends recommended I see if measurements have changed, as this is sometimes the case.  It just so happened that the last time I took down the full measurements was November 22, and today happens to be January 22.

Two month change:

Weight – DOWN .6 lbs
Neck – UP 1/8 of an inch
Waist – DOWN 1/2 of an inch
Hips – DOWN 5/8 of an inch
Thigh – UP 3/8 of an inch
Upper Arm – DOWN 3/4 of an inch
Calf – NO CHANGE
Bust – DOWN 1 and 1/2 inches

A few comments on this: (1) Sorry to day, but this is basically still revealing a plateau for me. (2) I learned a couple of weeks ago that I’ve been measuring my waist wrong for a while.  I measured it consistently for the sake of this analysis, but apparently you are supposed to measure your skinniest part (which for me is closer to my boobs that my belly button); previously I had measured it above my belly button.  (3) the one place I lost the most inches is the one pace I’d prefer not to – bewbs.

I AM excited, however, to start South Beach Monday morning.  I just made my grocery list full of eggs, lean meats ( Canadian bacon, Salmon), veggies (GASP – I’m even giving celery another shot), nuts and spices.

And just a quick tangent here on spices – remember sitting in history class and learning how people went on months-long treks around the world to buy spices and bring them back home?  What would those people say if today they could walk into any grocery store and find essentially ALL of the spices they could ever fathom?  It would blow their mind.

Back to my shopping list!  One tiny thing that makes my fandom of The South Beach Diet one iota less that it could be: reliance on artificial sweeteners.  I’m going to give either Truvia or Sweetleaf a shot, (as opposed to the “pink” or the “blue,”, as these are *supposedly* more natural.  I will make a note to share with you my take on these.

ADD & South Beach

Once upon a time, I knew this girl in Chicago.  Well, one day she conversationally mentioned she had been reading this book about organization strategies for adults with Attention Deficient Disorder (ADD), and the gist of it (or at least some part of it) was that those with ADD need as few steps as possible to put something where it belongs.  So for instance,  if there is a specific place for scissors, it should be a bin that they can be tossed in, NOT in a bin, with a lid, on a shelf, that requires a ladder to reach.  I never read the book – but it would probably be a very interesting read

I do not have ADD, but this concept struck me this week on a few levels.  On Thursday, I started logging calories again.  I would eat breakfast 1 at home, get to work by 9 and log it, the log breakfast 2, lunch 2… and then somewhere around 4:00 PM my highly structured work day becomes a little less structured, and calorie logging does not happen.  See, prior to 4:00 PM I’m at the computer, and logging calories is actually a quick little break from my tedious work.  Around 4:00 PM, however, I start to fade, am rushing to finish my day, meeting with colleagues to wrap things up, and eventually I’m home, working out, catching a little TV, etc.

So, the way I see it, I have two options.  Option 1, I can change my behavior.  This is a highly optimal option, as we all know it’s about calories in and calories out.  HOWEVER, I have made a decision to temporarily let this go and follow a “no calorie counting” diet plan for two weeks – Option 2.

The thing about no-counting diets is generally this: certain foods are OK to eat, and certain foods are not.  I believe I’ve spoken to being more successful when the rules are black and white when it comes to food consumption, so I expect this to work in my favor.  And, it’s fewer steps, as I mentioned in my ADD organization example.

I know there are few diets out there that are no calorie counting, including the afore mentioned Atkins and 4 Hour Body – though I’ve already poo pooed on those for allowing items like bacon while disallowing an apple.  An example I’m not very familiar with is the Paleo diet – supposedly things that cavemen and cavewomen could obtain (and no dairy).  I plan to do the South Beach diet for at least a couple of weeks.  I do feel it will jumpstart my efforts again and get me out of this plateau phase.

If you’re not familiar with South Beach, here is the gist.  In the first phase, it’s sort of a cleanse.  Though it is restrictive, it only lasts 14 days.  Lean proteins and most vegetables are allowed, along with nuts, beans, cheese and eggs.  Note that there is no bread and sugar is only allowed only in the form of veggies.  In Phase two, you are still in a weight-loss place.  You can reintroduce most fruits, dairy, and to a limited degree, some starches.  Phase 3 is maintenance.  It’s like a slightly less restrictive Phase 2.

My aunt once exclaimed that she did not know how these diets worked – where you don’t count calories and can eat whatever you want.  The idea is that when you eat foods that don’t contain starches and sugar, your hunger does not spike when you come down from a sugar “high.”  And, because the foods you eat are the ones that make you feel fuller longer, you aren’t drawn to food all day long.

I do still plan to keep things structured with five meals per day, and I may keep an eye on calorie count, but I’m going for it.  I have to get out of this rut that has me frustrated, and start following a plan that’s more than just watching my calories.

And if you want to tell me this is the wrong thing to do, save it please!  Particularly if you think that I shouldn’t do this at all! I’m occasionally (or often) stubborn and want to do things my way and learn for myself (right, mom?)

Status: 15 lbs lost (still…)

I will take measurements soon and give you all a heads up!

STILL Slow Goin’

Back on January 4th, I posted that I was frustrated.  SO. FRUSTRATED.  I have made all these changes to my life, including tennis, boot camp and healthier choices.

Fourteen days later and nothing has changed.  I’m just as frustrated at the stagnant weight loss.  It’s a dreaded plateau.  I’m working out SO much, and though my eating is not perfect, it too is soooo much better than a year ago.

And I’ve said this next bit before too, but here it goes again: I’m still overwhelmed with all the advice.  Just the other night, I was sitting in a circle with a bunch of girls and they were talking about the 4 hour body diet and the Atkins diet.  They’ve been successful, but then tell me they can’t eat dairy, or fruit, but can eat bacon.  So strange and not the direction I want to go in.

Again, whine: why do I have to be perfect with my diet?  Why isn’t cutting back working for me, especially with all this working out?  And where do I go from here?

At the insistence of a couple of people, I’m going to ask my doctor about having my thyroid checked out.  My mom and cousin both had thyroid issues, and it’s a simple blood test (or so I hear).  I also plan to make an appointment with a nutritionist.

Truthfully, I think it comes back to the overwhelming information.  I don’t have a real plan because I’m so inundated with nutrition information.  I know that it’s about calories in and calories out, but then I read that if I eat too few calories while working out as much as I do, I will lose muscle mass instead of fat.  One friend’s doctor told her only to have one piece of fruit a day (what??).  My doctor told me to have protein first thing in the morning.

I need a plan, and not some gimmicky avoid fruits but bacon is cool plan.  A real, lifelong, affordable plan.

Status: 13 lbs lost.

Dear Pounds

Dear Pounds,

I know we have had a long, long relationship, but it’s over.  You weighed me down for years, but now I’m saying goodbye.  It won’t be easy – as I’ve noticed you’ve gotten very clingy as of late.  You keep showing up on my scale in the mornings – refusing to leave.  Just walk away.  Walk away now, and don’t bother me any longer.

Thanks in advance,

Katie

Unapologetic

Today I ran into a GolfSmith, scoping out some new tennis shoes.  My current ones give me pains in my right leg and since getting fitted for everyday workout shoes, I know that the shoe provides such an improvement on that pain.  So, I needed some that would better correct my pronation.

But that’s not the point.

The LAST time I was in there, I was nearly in tears as I perused the tennis clothing section.  They didn’t have a single thing above an XL in the entire women’s section.  I contemplated checking out the men’s section and this upset me even more.  I wrote a post about this a long time ago – sort of a note to stores to step it up.

Today though, walking through tennis skirts and dri-fit shirts, instead of feeling sad about them not fitting me I felt like giving the finger to the store to say, “You don’t carry my size? Then you don’t get my business!”  One day soon, I’m sure I’ll fit into XL, and perhaps I’ll buy some clothing from them.  Right now, I don’t even want to buy SHOES from them.  I’m not bitter, per se, I’m just saying that if they aren’t going to sell stuff I can wear, why should I give them business.

And who caps their sizes at XL anyways?  HALF of American women are a size 12 or larger.  Now, I doubt half of all tennis playing women are size 12+, but still.

The truth is, I used to apologize for how I looked and for what size I was.  It wasn’t the stores fault I couldn’t find my size – it was mine.  I was dragging the tennis team down because we couldn’t wear uniform sizes.  I felt so bad when I didn’t want to pull down the arm rest between air plane seats because it pinched my thigh.  Now, world, this is who I am.  I will not apologize for my size, because I’m doing something about it.  And you know what else?  I am cute!  I look good in the athletic wear I can find – and looking better every day.

If you are a plus size girl like me though, you need to know where you can find your gear.  Here are my recommendations:

  1. Nike.com – you might have to Google Nike Plus Size to find the extended sizes section, but it’s there and goes up to 3X
  2. Target – the XXL works up to about a size 22
  3. Marshall’s, Ross or TJ Maxx
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